this guy i have liked since 7th grade. he had a crush on me too. actually i thought his friend liked me becuz he came and talked to me but he did it for my crush. we flirted like crazy in ninth grade, till we started going out in april. 9 months later, we broke up for a day, a month later we broke up fo a week, 2 months later we broke up again. about 4 months.but w kept on doing things with eachother. then we got back together, 3 months ago. 11th grade.1 month ago, we gave each other our virginities. we started fighting again, because of sex. yesterday we broke up. i wonder how long this will last. i already miss him. hes my best friend...
December 5, 2011 12:29pm
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I think I love you. Honestly, I think I do. But this year you've changed. I don't think it's just because we don't have any classes together. You don't speak to me anymore. And yesterday, I found out you asked for my number. And I'm starting to have hope again...But I'm scared to believe it's true.
July 28, 2011 2:43pm
My mom told me that when I was little I told her that my cousin was touching me.
It explains a lot-why I cling to physical displays of affection with girls but why innocent touches from men, even ones I'm related to, upset me. It explains why I can't seem to draw that line between family and the rest of the world because my cousin, my
July 4, 2011 2:27am
I’m such a little tease. I let boys get close, I let them tell me all the dirty things they want to do with me, I let them think that’s actually going to happen, I make them lust me, I make them love me, and when I finally tell them I have a boyfriend, they don’t care. They say he doesn’t have to know. So I let it continue. He’d die if he knew ‘my friends’ are the guys who are pushing me to cheat on him, the guys I almost do cheat on him with. He’d die. But I just can’t stop.
June 28, 2011 10:01am
im 16 and im petrified of growing up when every i think of this i start to cry.But i want to have a family and children but i dont want to watch them grow up.
im 16 never had a boyfriend, never had my first kiss, and never had a true friend.
lots of times i want to kill myself buti cant bring myself to do it my little sister is the only thing that keeps me going shes the reason i havent run away or hurt myself.
i know i have things people wish they had. but the truth is i dont want any of those thing.
my parents are divorced (like most parents) but my step sister and i raised my little sister not my mom or my step dad i tought her how to walk and my step sister taught her how to talk. but know my step sister is kicked out its been 6 years and we havnt seen her shes been living with her mom and iv been raising my sister alone she 9 now and when im not there she can make dinner by herself i showed her how to feed out dog and when to let him in and out. i just wish my mother would step up and help out alittle
but what breaks my heart the most is that my little sister keeps complaing how she wants a NORMAL family she dosent understand that we will never be a normal family.
June 27, 2011 9:51am